A fraction of my life.

I have lots to say and lots to hear.
I don't know WTF people around me is doing.
Just out of a sudden, seems that everyone's giving me faces like i owe them a few million bucks.
People whom i'm not really close to me shows me those $1000 face.
So weird. What's wrong with people these days?
Whats wrong with me?
I suppose i did something wrong again. I can hear devils whispering into my ear, saying:
"Welcome to the gang."
Hey i cant tell what's wrong with you people unless you guy tell me.
I'm not a deity who can hear your thoughts.
You don't like being treated this way, then don't jolly treat people the same way.
Forget it. I don't need you in my life.
People come and go as they like.
Yes they do. There's no stopping of them.
One day you smile at me and treat it as if nothing has happened.
Another day you treat it as if we're enemies or so.
Seriously i've had enough of attitudes.
Now i know why people act as if they are of best buddies infront of each other and get a million arrows behind their backs and stab each other.
I don't like the way things are right now.
Just in case some people don't realise, you're actually making people hate you more.
People claim that everything is alright and because you're both friends, you shall discuss everything together no matter if you're happy or not.
For you, i think it's only "Talk only, no action"
We can pretend that everything's alright but it's not.
Once bitten twice shy. Many people understand this logic.
You claim to understand it too but why do i see the same things happening to you over and over again? Seems that you DO NOT understand.
You assume everything before knowing all the truths. In fact even up till now, you know nothing.
I can bring you from the top and let you fall to the bottom. There are many chances for me to do so.
But i didn't.
Hope that i need not do so.
Even if i do, it will be because you deserve it.
People are telling me you're just one suckish bitch why do i keep hanging out with you?
I have got other friends too. Not as if you're the only fiend i've got.
But still, i didn't do so. Now, i kind of regretted.
After everything you've done, i wondered why i wanna keeps things to yourself.
Why don't i wanna spill the beans?
I know more things than you know i do.
Dont force me to the verge of teling everything.
Cause when i'm there, you're gonna be so dead.
You don't know what i can do, YET.