When i fall, i see things more clearer and more detailed.
Then, something tells me that i have to cherish what i have now because the fact is that i do not have anything. I'm left with nothing and gets jealous to see what others have that i do not have with me.
Just attracting attention to be in the spot-light.
Pathetic.
Ask myself what the hell is actually going on in this world.
I had it once and i lost it. I'll never get anything back. I'll never find it back.