some how i moved back to blogger. don't know why but i just felt like starting a new. something fresh. have not been feeling very happy these few days. went to play left 4 dead with gladys and chocolate this morning and gladys went to work. was norris's birthday today. happy birthday my girl! zhiwei texted me today. it was kind of random. feel like playing left 4 dead now because , somehow, i felt like killing zombies.

somehow, i don't know what i want. can i just give up my life and i just seem to think too much.
oh, how i wish i didn't have to say this.
but,
OH FUCK I HATE MY LIFE!