well, hate me!
dislike me!
I've got nothing to say since I've got nothing left for me to lose already.
just move on faster and end my life faster. that's it.
and yeah everything, all the bad stuff, i said it. i created it. happy? satisfied?
and good guy hell yeah you! and i'm the devil that lives among the people! and you are not a hongster, you just wanna make friends. you said nothing about A, i said it all.
HAPPY?? SATISFIED?
i dont wanna continue all these anymore.
it felt worse then dying
**ps, i dont have the need to talk bad about you still. but if you still wanna believe that 20 over people have no reason to lie to you, then so be it. i simply dont care.

TO ALL: I've learn to become a cold blooded animal and my heart is as hard as steel.
but, I've deleted everything i wrote already.


the fire is still burning in me. i dont know why. maybe because i care alot? alt about whaty people said about be. yeah.. hell whatever. i'm tired already, really tired. enough of the nonsense. my mind in a blank. dont know what i want. lost things i had. my life could be worse. what's happen to me？ who am i? yeah, i know... just a bloddy bitch to say all these

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yeahs what ever... i'm just pushing all the blame lah... who cares? yeahs? just treat me as a humji person lah. anyways, if anyone really thinks that i'm pushing all the blame to him or her, can just tell me:D
and i'll apologise. i'm not the dare to do and dont dare to admit person. get this right! LOL
i've been talking to amirah on the phone! hahas she told me all about her sms with _____. hahas amirah! busted! anyway get well soon :D to me too -.-" LOL