i am either up or down. it never goes side ways. i hate it. what is going on with me? OMG i need medication. -.-

went to Amanda's house last night. spent most of the time watching ghost movies. hehes wanted to watch chuckie but couldn't find it. wanted to watch 4bio but OMG watch first part dont feel like watching already because i have decided i do not want to get a heart attack :D
went to temple this morning. early in the morning left Amanda's house already :D then temple alot of people. ok i am not sure if it is a temple or what so ever but lets just make it do like this :D
then went to granny's house and fell asleep till 4pm. and ate and went home.

i left my laughter and smiles with a someone. i want to get it back but i don't seems to know how to. can anyone help me?