blogging and blogging. is there anything else i can actually do?
i am no peace maker. i have an attitude that sucks to the core. i jump to conclusions easily.
what do you want me to do? forcing me to the dead end and then drive me crazy?
why am i posted to this sucking school? and for the last time i am thinking, why didn't i appeal for huayi? which is so so so so much nearer to my house? i love the good friends i have made but i hate those things that really made me pissed off. i tried to hold on and stay strong.
i know you just wanted things to end off nicely, don't want any problems and just get an apology but what is the problem ? i cant be forced any longer! i am going to collapse any time now.
i am so done with this. i would rather be hated then being forced like this. i cant hold on any longer. the pressure you are giving me is really killing me. for sure.
how i wish i could be alone. I'm not trying to make things complicated. can you just make sure you are sososososo sure before you come off here telling me off?
I'm now completely not myself anymore. who am i? i asked myself? there are more things that stress me out then you expected. i look like a crazy person jumping around, fooling around with things, never treated anything seriously but what do you know?
i have another story that you will never understand in me. duh... i have no one that i can tell everything and i mean EVERYTHING to. i am suffocating here. and what next?
just treat it as if i am begging you. all of you are judging me by my EQ and what do you know. i think i have totally EQ=0, it sucks. sometimes i'm really forced to my extreme.
try doing things the hard way and you may not even see me someday.