i have waited all the way until today. finally tomorrow is the day. the day i have been waiting for. it has made me so excited and caused a number of sleepless nights for this day and yet now that it has arrive, you are telling me i cant go? because of your stupid sixth sense? what rubbish is this? you crashed all my hopes and spoiled all my plans for the 3 days. yopu keep me at home and lock me up like an animal in the zoo. or even worst then that. you keep me at home, lock the computer, limited television time? and what else? i cant eat what i like, drink what i like. with you in my life, i am just a bird who cant fly at all. like i am 14 already and you forbids me to do things i want to and things i do i, you need to be around and tell me how to do it and assume that everything you teach me i have to follow. hey! i dont wanna be a sheep who follows people behind their backs and has no ideas of my own. cleaning my own room and you need to be there to tell me where should i keep my book and my stuff when i dont want to. you like to keep my stuffs according to how you like to place it not how i like it. i am wondering sometimes is that my room or yours?
just for a day please get off me! get out of my life. i need my oen life too ou know. stop controling me. i am no 3 year old kid i can take care of myself. i know that i may still be a kid in your eyes no matter how old i may be but dont you think you are controlling me too much?